k, this is getting hard, since i don't get access to the internet as often enough and it's just stressing me out to worry about it.. i have tons time
IN THE CAR
but i can't type cause
1 i'll get car sick
2 the battery on the laptop runs out really quick

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and when i get to someone's house, i don't want to spend all my time on the computer so...
yet again i must postpone the unsure of title story

i would upload all the rest i have typed up, but this is someone else's computer and it's too tedious

my dad's going to come any minute and say "ONLY EMAIL" damnit

so ...

moving on

i went to michigan and BOUGHT my first BOUGHT souvenir (however you spell?) which is a NEW JACKET that's GRAY, not CAMO and it's REALLY REALLY WARM
unlike my camo which was becomming a not-a-jacket-anymore

my new jacket says Mackinac Island (hence the name of the place i got it, around the island between the 2 michigan sections) and it's kinda baggy O.o
but no worries!
it's comfy!
except the zipper catches sometimes... (on itself O.o) but i think that's cause it's brand new and needs to be used a bit more to be smooth zipping O.o

um....
i've been feeling really weird lately since i was without internet
like i've secluded into myself again
i'm an individual again and have no one to hang on to
no one to follow
no one to talk to
no one who will listen
sound depressing?
i'm actually not depressed in the slightest
well
maybe slightly
but... i feel pretty ok right now.
content?
now i am
but yesterday i felt dead
not happy, not sad, not mad, not content
emotionless

but not anymore!
kinda content now
and annoyed at my dad's cousin's spoiled son O.o
selfishness is one of my pet peeves, don't yell at me just because i don't like a super spoiled 4 year old.

eheh, i should stop now XD
see you later, whoever listened!
(now on to looking at 81 journals, 4 replies and i don't know how many comments XD)